To log all my food, all my feelings, etc. to somehow prove to me that I don't eat enough. I think I eat plenty. That's why I was told to stop. Because according to the person who originally suggested I do this said that was the reason why and that since it wasn't working to stop. I haven't stopped. I don't think i'm eating too little. In fact I think I eat too much quite frequently.
Like tonight I had jack in the box's chipotle chicken sandwich thing. And i'm pretty sure that was more calories than I needed. And Denny's last night. And... And......
So when you said you give up I know you mean that. But when you say you don't care what I do I know you really do. But I also know it makes me feel like giving up. Like just sinking instead of trying to float. Like not even making any effort whatsoever to do anything you wanted. And I can't figure out which side I want to sit on now.
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