When you don't eat on break at work, nobody really pays any attention. Or at the very least they don't comment on it.
I try to be friendly with people at work but I don't have a lot of people there I would call friends. I don't hang out with anyone outside of work on a regular basis. I don't hang or with anyone on a regular basis.
It's easy to fly under the radar which makes my life easier. I prefer not to be the center of attention.
I have an excuse for everything. I don't feel well. I already ate. I'm not hungry. I forgot my lunch at home. I forgot my money at home....
I forget why I do this in the first place. Do I just want to be thin? Is there something bigger behind it. I know I want to be thin, not like emaciated disgusting thin, but thin. But I keep reading everything saying that there is some underlying reason and that weight loss is just a symptom. How do you know what is the symptom and what is the cause though?
